goodbyes
Monday, we said "goodbye" to Yo - our 1978 Toyota truck that hauled the dogs to the dog park and the contents of several friends homes. After attending Burning Man in 2000, we were inspired to create an "art car." We had grand plans, but all we did was paint purple stripes and stars on the sides, install purple ground effects, and create custom door and roof panels - I learned how to meld a funky Asian-inspired cotton print to clear plastic.
Tuesday, we said "goodbye" to our neighbor's 50-foot cedar. Every morning the tree is the first thing I would look at. If the brown bark had an orange hue I knew the sun was out and it was going to be a gorgeous day. I could guess the temperature: if the branches slowly bobbed in the wind it would be warmer than if they were wildly whipping around. Three times I've seen a hummingbird hover near the branches. Our flower beds and deck are covered in sawdust. On the up side, our view of Puget Sound is beautiful and a smaller tree is visible out the window.
Also Tuesday, we said, "see you later" to Granny Nanny (a.k.a., Grandmomma). She and a friend began the drive to Wisconsin. I am so thankful for the time that we had together and the support that she gave to our family. She shared so many of Z's firsts with us! I learned about mothering, being a daughter, and an artist. We had weekly adventures throughout the Seattle area. But, this isn't the end of the story, it's just the beginning. We know she'll be back, we don't know for how long or when...
This week I have had some emotional moments. We both listen to NPR and would often start our days with, "Did you hear the local story about such-and-so?" How many times in the last 3 months have I been nursing Z in his room, looking out at the tree tops, listening to the radio, and wondering, "I wonder if momma is listening?" and been able to picture her sitting in her cottage - just a mile and a half away - listening to the radio as she works with photos. Yesterday, I knew the answer was "no" - she was in a van driving through Idaho and didn't hear the local stories...we've still got the national news, right? :)
With every season, turn turn...
We are also saying, "hello." Zeb discovered his feet and while he can't quite suck on his toes (The Belly gets in the way), they are sure to become favorite toys. We're greeting colorful flowers around the yard and planting new ones each week (Rhodis were on sale at Swanson's yesterday...). Ah...but The Belly needs filling again...
Tuesday, we said "goodbye" to our neighbor's 50-foot cedar. Every morning the tree is the first thing I would look at. If the brown bark had an orange hue I knew the sun was out and it was going to be a gorgeous day. I could guess the temperature: if the branches slowly bobbed in the wind it would be warmer than if they were wildly whipping around. Three times I've seen a hummingbird hover near the branches. Our flower beds and deck are covered in sawdust. On the up side, our view of Puget Sound is beautiful and a smaller tree is visible out the window.
Also Tuesday, we said, "see you later" to Granny Nanny (a.k.a., Grandmomma). She and a friend began the drive to Wisconsin. I am so thankful for the time that we had together and the support that she gave to our family. She shared so many of Z's firsts with us! I learned about mothering, being a daughter, and an artist. We had weekly adventures throughout the Seattle area. But, this isn't the end of the story, it's just the beginning. We know she'll be back, we don't know for how long or when...
This week I have had some emotional moments. We both listen to NPR and would often start our days with, "Did you hear the local story about such-and-so?" How many times in the last 3 months have I been nursing Z in his room, looking out at the tree tops, listening to the radio, and wondering, "I wonder if momma is listening?" and been able to picture her sitting in her cottage - just a mile and a half away - listening to the radio as she works with photos. Yesterday, I knew the answer was "no" - she was in a van driving through Idaho and didn't hear the local stories...we've still got the national news, right? :)
With every season, turn turn...
We are also saying, "hello." Zeb discovered his feet and while he can't quite suck on his toes (The Belly gets in the way), they are sure to become favorite toys. We're greeting colorful flowers around the yard and planting new ones each week (Rhodis were on sale at Swanson's yesterday...). Ah...but The Belly needs filling again...
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